SDLFBDSLVNKLDFSNVDSLKL ohmygod. I just finished reading Monsters of Men and … oh god. I feel … gah i don’t even know what to feel. 

It was mostly sad and just sad all over. And then a bit happy..(that Todd didn’t actually died because I swear I was crying so much when Viola and Ben were grieving over him and god I was so angry at 1017 for shooting him with that stupid rifle thingy they have *I have given everything away. Sorry >_<*).

And then there’s Todd’s and Viola’s moments and I was screaming my head off ‘cause they are so perfect for each other and my god, this book is very different from everything I’ve ever read because of how it portrays love. Yieeeee. But yes, it really is different. 

But somehow, i feel disappointed with the ending. Not knowing what happens when Todd finally wakes up (if he ever does). I really hope Patrick Ness would write some sort of epilogue, you know. Just to clear some things and show what happened with the new settlers.

Now that I’ve finished reading it, I just feel kinda empty. I’ve been reading it for so long that I actually miss it now. It’s so beautiful it hurts T^T